Saturday, April 4, 2009

How Ironic...

That the weather would be perfect today, and I am stuck working in a boutique! I envision myself in a hot bikini, with a fabulous hat, laying out at the Plaza pool...It only makes me more upset though! Granted I am surrounded by beautiful clothes, but who cares? I want to be galavanting about town, laughing, having drinks, enjoying laugh.  I feel so disconnected from that part of myself lately.  Where did my network of friends go? 
I really need a haircut too.  Random segue, but you know when your hair gets to that point where it just isn't holding the way you like it too? That is where I am it.  It needs a tune up! From there, things will roll smoothly, and I will be happier! 
There is so much to be happy for, but there is also SO much that can get you down.  I read about all the tragedies world wide, and my issues seem so trivial.  How can I complain about such meager things, when people are suffering at every corner.  My heart breaks when I think about the beautiful young USC student that was killed by a hit and run driver.  She was barely 19, and she felt invincible, full of hope and innocence.  How could someone take that from her?  Now, the suspect arrested, turns out to be a mother of a small child, which makes it even more disgusting.  My thoughts and prayers are with that sweet girl and her family.
On a lighter note, I got my nails done yesterday, and I picked up the Victoria's Secret catalog, they have amazing bikinis for under 40$ I am going to oder at least 4, and be set for the summer! I need a few basics, like a black and white, mix in a print and a cool one piece, and I am done.  Typically one bikini is about 200$, so excited to get 4 for the price if one!